my fave music video!!

here is one of my favorite vids..hmmp,,it really relates to me,i remembered myself then,,the difference was just that i am not getting married,,i am not betrayed by a boyfriend or whatever of kind like that,,I was betrayed by my former best friends, on that video they played the groom of kelly who is betraying her, and the other girl (or the mistress)is played by a group of girls( the villains in my life when i am still in highschool) who took away my best friends,,I am playing the role of Kelly, she is in her wedding dress , like me I was still hoping that everything will just be fine, i hoped that my our friendship will be saved, but in the end it didn't worked out, I thought that they are the real bestfriends for me, I was soo hurt,, after that I changed, I am not that cheerful person already, I lived my life in pretending that I am happy but deep inside I am broke, I thought that I can't live without them. and it really hurt me when one of my bestfriends told me that they are just backstabbing me, and doesn't treat me ever as a bestfriend,, I was so hurt, I cried for so many days and nights,, like the scene in the video when Kelly is in her wedding dress and she ran into the woods and then saw herself floating in the air but that is a different version of her,,well,in my version everytime I will remember myself then crying because of them, I pity myself ,I always regret what happened,,ryt now..=(pls watch the vid here , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCEc1u3SIYM

here is the original lyrics of behind these hazel eyes,, and my own version for myself..


"Original Lyrics of Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

" My Lyrics of Behind These Hazel Eyes"


Seems like just yesterday
You guys were all a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
You guys were always there by my side, we were together whatever happened
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were my real bestfriends
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you guys everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating all of you, I blame myself
Seeing you all with them who took you all away from me it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes