07.19.'09

I am so tired..LOL!! just got home from the mall.. I bought ink for the printer for the invitations on my cousin's wedding..later they will be here and we will design it..i am so excited, and on Sunday my nephew will celebrate his 1st birthday!! his name is Yoanne Sebastian ( I don't know if the spelling is correct,but I think it is like that,it sounded like that), =)

NIckelback!!wooohhhh!!

wow, nickel back is one of my favorite bands right now!!

my fave music video!!

here is one of my favorite vids..hmmp,,it really relates to me,i remembered myself then,,the difference was just that i am not getting married,,i am not betrayed by a boyfriend or whatever of kind like that,,I was betrayed by my former best friends, on that video they played the groom of kelly who is betraying her, and the other girl (or the mistress)is played by a group of girls( the villains in my life when i am still in highschool) who took away my best friends,,I am playing the role of Kelly, she is in her wedding dress , like me I was still hoping that everything will just be fine, i hoped that my our friendship will be saved, but in the end it didn't worked out, I thought that they are the real bestfriends for me, I was soo hurt,, after that I changed, I am not that cheerful person already, I lived my life in pretending that I am happy but deep inside I am broke, I thought that I can't live without them. and it really hurt me when one of my bestfriends told me that they are just backstabbing me, and doesn't treat me ever as a bestfriend,, I was so hurt, I cried for so many days and nights,, like the scene in the video when Kelly is in her wedding dress and she ran into the woods and then saw herself floating in the air but that is a different version of her,,well,in my version everytime I will remember myself then crying because of them, I pity myself ,I always regret what happened,,ryt now..=(pls watch the vid here , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCEc1u3SIYM

here is the original lyrics of behind these hazel eyes,, and my own version for myself..


"Original Lyrics of Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

" My Lyrics of Behind These Hazel Eyes"


Seems like just yesterday
You guys were all a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
You guys were always there by my side, we were together whatever happened
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were my real bestfriends
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you guys everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating all of you, I blame myself
Seeing you all with them who took you all away from me it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

one of my fave singer

ok,,that's kelly clarkson,she is one of my favorite female singers,,i love all of her songs especially behind these hazel eyes and never again..I think she's cool,,

Advance Happy Father's Day to all Dads out there!!

this is a great vid for father's day,,watch it!!it was so touching!!



Advance Happy Father's Day to all Dads out there especially to my dad!! I Miss You

My Day is 65% boring and 35% exciting

well, i woke up at 5:30 am coz my friend from Manila called me and told me about her life in her new school.. her name is Zayra and she's one of my BFFs,she's cool,,but too skinny,hmmp..she's kind too..and she didn't left me when i needed her, when I was still stupid (well.. MY STUPID TIMES, that was when I was still young and innocent,i still thought then that all of the people here around the world are kind,,that was the time when I didn't know about anything else, I am too selfish and arrogant and don't care about the world,I just wanna be happy and don't care about who's hurting and what people will say about me.ok that's it,,),she said that she met a lot of new friends from her school,, she's now living in her dorm in Manila..we talked 'till past 6 am. and I already went out of bed, my older sis went to school at 6:30 am so I was left here in front of the computer..It was raining outside so I felt a little boring coz I can't do anything just stay here inside..so I surf the internet,(I don't have classes 'till next week,,and that is really a bad news.our class is cancelled bcoz of the swine flu virus,,arghhh...),I downloaded some songs and opened my yahoo.I chat with my Dad, and talk with my Mom, I burned some CDs,and texted some friends. I rested for 2 hours and came back again to the net,,

When it was already 12 noon, my mom bought us some meal from the store. well it's delicious,the dish is called Afritada, with carrots and potatoes.And then my Sister came back from school so we ate our lunch together..My other BFF named Nikko (he's a boy) texted me..well we talked about his new school and I told him mine..and after eating we watched the noon time show (Wowowee), and I felt sleepy at 3 pm so I took a nap and woke up at 4:20 pm. My Mom and Older Sis left to Church and they left me here in the house so I read a book( the title is Misery,it was written by Stephen King) and after that I came back to the net again, I texted my friends again, they did reply my text but I didn't (well,I'm busy at that moment) and then my older sis texted me that my cousin who is already getting married this coming july 4 is going to the house, so I changed my dress to a pants and shirt and waited for them, I did their wedding invitation and it was so cool,,it was my first time so I accepted and I really like trying some new things, it was my first time and it went great..=),my cousin and his fiance left at 6:00 pm,so I was left here alone again, after making their invitation, I watched Boys Over Flowers in the net..at exactly 7:30 pm, my mom and older sis arrived,we ate dinner,i played with my pets( my kittens namely Papa P and Lavignia).

.It is already 9:20 pm, and I plan to read a book 'till 10:00 pm..that's all for now..

Frances Dae xoxo